3
Eric wanted to throw his
laptop through the window. He wasn’t getting anywhere. This latest book had
been one stall and restart after another. Every idea that came to him had been
done before, by somebody else or by himself. Every scene annoyed him. His
characters were always just smiling and nodding, maybe, if things got really
crazy, pointing.
For the
first time ever, he was blocked.
He packed
up around eight and stood. Stiff from sitting all day again. He surveyed the
people around the café. Sometimes just looking at a random person prompted a
new idea. But he’d been staring at these same people for the last two hours.
He put his
laptop in his backpack. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Meredith / Awesome
behind the counter. She had been watching him. As soon as he looked over, her
eyes darted down and she brought her phone up, pretending like she’d been
texting the entire time.
He’d been
kind of a dick to her earlier. He knew baristas didn’t make a ton of money, and
it wasn’t her fault the café overcharged for everything. Knowing he would be
back soon—probably tomorrow—he decided to swallow his pride and try to make
nice.
She saw him
coming and put her phone away.
“Hello
again,” she said. Her voice was flat, no intonation, like she was trying to
hide her dislike of him. Immediately he regretted coming up here.
“I just
wanted to apologize for earlier,” he said. “I was short with you. Sorry about
that.”
His words
had zero effect on her. Meredith just stared at him, open-mouthed.
He waved
his hand in front of her eyes. “Hello? Saying I’m sorry. Okay?”
She came
back to reality. She was pretty cute. “Apology accepted.”
He laughed
nervously. She looked like she wanted to say more. Her eyes were all over the
place. For a brief moment, he got the crazy idea to ask her out. Maybe dinner.
Somewhere cheap, though. His sales had been slow the last few days and, like he
always did, he was beginning to worry that the well was running dry. Yet
another reminder that he needed to get more books out there. Like the one he’d
been working on for a month solid.
Now wasn’t
the time to ask a girl out, no matter how cute she was. Eric was smack dab in
the middle of starting his own business and the bills hadn’t stopped coming in.
And just as
importantly, she was kind of nuts. He’d seen the crazy in action, like when
she’d asked a mother to leave the café because she was being mean to her
toddler.
“Alright,
see you later.”
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